Don't you wish sometimes that you can do this? To let yourself out, see all that you're made of, try to win the toughest challenges ever made, create the most beautiful invention no one appreciates then make everyone fall in love with it as you have?
Living a typical life like mine, you're faced with enough challenges. Sometimes, you're faced with morality hurdles, then there's the ever present financial burden, oh and that love thing (or the lack of it). I don't mean to belittle these hurdles. They're very hard to face, especially since they're recurring... specifically that financial part. hahahaha! But there are times when i wish the challenge was more, i don't know, special. Not the extra-challenge-milyonaryo-kind of special but something truly remarkable.
I want to change the nation. I want to unite the world. I want to dismantle the US Government. I want to demolish poverty. I want to find cure for AIDS. I want to invent an organic, nature friendly material that's tough as steel but pliable as plastic. I want to talk to animals.
ok... that last entry might be a little disturbing... but what the heck!
unfortunately , i won't be able to do any of those things. the world will not permit me. i don't have the power. more importantly, never will i have the power. i am constrained with who and what i am and my role in this society. I am but one of the masses. An ant in a zoo... too little and too common to be noticed among majestic animals.
this is why i get frustrated a lot. i get frustrated with the people who actually wield such power but do nothing except promote their own interests. I don't know how they can sleep knowing that just outside their doors a guy is searching the dumps for food. it's just abominable.
it's sad. too bad i can't be superman and beat the crap out of them. too bad i can't be Dr. Doolittle and arrange for an animalian upheaval. it's sad that as someone too small all i can do is sit back and write blogs about getting frustrated.
if only i can dance upon the fire... then the world will be a very different place.
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